| Bel Ami |
[Jul. 13th, 2009|04:34 pm] |
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I told the studio today that I will be going to Munich. It went well. I can still make appointments for sessions on the weekends I am up here in HH. Sklavin A said that I should check out this place. It is a studio that private and professionals can rent rooms for session for €30 an hour. I think that is pretty good since where I am now I pay 40%. It looks really nice so when I make it to Munich I can check it out. |
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| Zwing this you ass |
[Jul. 10th, 2009|12:15 pm] |
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Normally I am in the Studio on Thursdays but took yesterday off because someone was coming to replace our water meter. The guy was supposed to come between 14:00 and 17:00 (2-5pm) He came about 15:30 (3:30) and did it. At 16:00 LM called to say there was a guest at the studio for me. I told her I didnt know how Id get there, because the buses late in the day are pretty far apart, and that the meter guy hadnt come. Okay a lie but damn it I just didnt feel like it. I discovered I needed to run to the grocery store about 17:00 so I ran out. As I was about to pay my studio cell rang. I rejected the call because i find it rude when people answer while paying, assuming whoever would call back. As I got to my house my private phone rang. It was LM telling me the guest came back and still wanted a session with me. ::SIGH!::: Okay so I speak with the guest who said no, Friday wasnt an option and it had to be then and now. I told him that I could be there in an hour. By then i was completely stressed. I went to pack my stuff and my backpack broke. Then I was over stressed. I called LM to tell her to tell the guest forget it, too short notice. She said he had left and left a €50 downpayment. Shit! So I found another bag to throw my stuff in and headed out.
I decided to take a cab from the Hbf but with the afterwork traffic what should have been a €15 fare cost me €20. I make it to the studio and got dressed, guest had said he wanted me in a long dress. No problem. I put on my long black halter dress. Eventually he showed up. We went over what he wanted, he paid me the other €150 (remember LM took €50 down) and I stuck him in the shower.
He wanted to be forced (gezwängt) to do things. Oh and he looked like Patton Oswald who played Spence on "King of Queens" and had a Schwaebish accent.
So no matter what he wouldnt do what he was told. The plan was to play Simmon says. It didnt work he wouldnt do anything. I refused to wrestle and told him that would cost €50 more. He had a smart answer for everything and talked back. He ended up with a ball gag in his mouth and put down. Once I was satisfied that he wasnt going to be a smartass i removed the gag.
He still refused to play but I managed to get him on the spanish rider and his hands and feet chained. Then got put the latex gas mask on him. I told him to bark like a dog. He wouldnt do it.I told him to bark like a dog. He wouldnt do it. So I stopped his airflow. Then told him again. He still woudnt do it and on and on until he did. THen the next task. Which he wouldnt do and then again stopping his air.
Then after 30 min of that I thought I broke him. Removed the mask, let him off the rider and gave an order. Nope he wouldnt do it. So I chained him to the bock and broke out the ice and hot wax. Who is the president of the US? "Bill Clinton". Hot wax on his ass. And so on and so forth until I got my answers. Our hours was up and he wanted to extend it. No problem.
I still wasnt satisfied with his barking like a dog. He would give me a weak "Bow wow". I told him I knew there was a dog in him and I wanted him to become that dog. I wanted to hear him bark. I dont remember how but I managed to get a bit more of real bark out of him . It took the last 30 min to do it but I won.
I can tell you I worked hard for the 1.5 hours and earned my €180. He was very happy with his session and mentioned coming back. I hope it isnt any time soon just becasue he was a whole lot of work. |
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| Opinions? |
[Jun. 28th, 2009|06:01 pm] |
I've determined if I am going to keep doing this I need business cards. This is something I've been putting off. Id like to know which design you think works best/ is most attractive etc.
Ive played around. The amkestra email address is the one Id use because it fits on all the cards and I dont know if Ill stay with the studio I am with forever so I dont want the studio address on them. Plus Id like to know if Ill be going to Munich or not. If I am the address will simply read "Hamburg-München". If not it will simply say Hamburg.
Im not saying which is my favorite so the vote shouldnt be influenced by that.
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| Shoes |
[Jun. 27th, 2009|11:56 am] |
Well my guest for Thursday didnt come. Im still getting assholes like that. Need to put some more ads out there and maybe Ill get more of both. :)
So about 3 months ago I ordered a goregous pair of shoes. They didnt arrive until yesterday. I was starting to get worried. I sent the shop 3 emails inquiring where they were. No answer. I bought from them before and didnt have a problem. It would have been nice if they had written me back that they were just taking longer than expected to recieve from the manufacturer I would have been happy. I dont think I will be buying from them again.
Here are my new shoes:
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[Apr. 28th, 2009|02:29 pm] |
Same old same old. Calls for sessions and they never come. Another session with 9 Minute Klaus. Another group session. That went pretty well. Four women for guests and no problems.
Ive another appointment for tomorrow. I think he might have called before saying he'd be in Hamburg and wanted a Saturday session. I didnt take him seriously. Now he wants one for tomorrow at 14:00. We will see if he comes. He wants bondage, spanking and a lot of fear. Most of what we will do will be up to me. I figure some CBT, nipple torture, trampling, facesitting or breath reduction. He wants to be frightened. Not sure if I can be scary. He also wants a long time for 2 hours where he pays 200 euros and and gets an hour of play time stretched over 2 hours.
Im thinking Ill be very demanding. He comes out of the shower he will be collared and bound and Ill lead him to the bondage room. He wants chains and cuffs. Im thinking that could be okay. I can put him in the frame, chain his hands and feet with him facing the wall and put him in a diamond harness and then strap him to the frame with ropes and bind his hands so he cant escape.
I think this if I time it right will take 15minutes....if not maybe a little masturbation, making fun of his manhood and threatening things to come.
15 min break
If he came previously make fun that he is limp and cant get it back up.
If I leave him chained and with the harness I can still spank him, do some cbt, and nipple torture. I figure I can abrade his nipples and spray them with salt water. I made a highly concentrated solution today and bought a perfume bottle to use to spray it. That will go for another 15 minutes.
15 minute break
Ill lay him on the floor still chained to the frame and do breath play. Facesitting? maybe?
Next I will grab the latex mask with breathing tube, or the gas mask. Scare him by threatening with letting him suffocate. Ill bring LS (a learn domina) in for this part.
15 minute break
and then finale. What to do? I electricity with pads or violet wand and masturbation.
He said he would like to come twice. We will see. I figure at the beginning and at the end. He doesnt like anal but I could also use the strap on and make him suck it. Or I could have LS do that at the end and kneel over his face on the table and tell him behaved like a girl so to get off again he has to suck her off.
I hope he comes. This could be fun! |
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| Easter Guest |
[Apr. 10th, 2009|11:13 am] |
We are technically closed until Tuesday. Of course we can make appointments for days which we would normally be open...in this case Sunday and Monday. I just got a call from a "M" who wants a long-time whipping. I first told him, "Listen up because I have laryngitis and I dont want to have to talk too long or repeat myself." Then I explained how a long term works. If I havent explained it here before it is they pay for an hour, stay for 2 and the hour's time is divide up. So we'd be playing every 15min and rest of the time he would be tied up or imprissoned somewhere. It is for those who want to stay long but not pay a lot. So he went back and forth over whether he wants that or a full two hours non-stop fun. He two hours of whipping is a lot. I told him it depends on how much he wants to spend and how much he thinks he can endure. I am flexible. Of course for me the full two hours and €400 would be better but I am fair and not forcing anything on him. I told him he must confirm on Sunday (the day he wants to come) by 11am so I can pick up the keys since we are closed. I did tell him we are closed for the holidays and only open by appointment. Then he did the old ask me what I like. I told him he is lucky as I love Flag but other things I especially enjoy are cbt/nipple torture, and bondage as well as electricity. However, I also told him I am flexible and he can see everything that I do on my website or the studio website. He repeated what I told him and I think he may be real. We will see if he calls on Easter at 11am. |
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| Nine Minute Klaus |
[Apr. 9th, 2009|11:43 am] |
Nine minute Klaus came again...in both senses of the word. This time it was 10min. I feel bad about that especially since he pays for 30min (€100). But he leaves happy which is important. I told LM that he only last on average 11minutes with me. She said, "Well you are good." Id like some more customers to prove that statement to myself with.
I wore my black leather corset and skirt. I asked LM to tighten it good at the top. She told me it was closed completely in the back. I need a new leather corset since apparently it is now too big. Ive my eye on a dark purple one with a halter neck on ebay. I hope I get it.
On another note we are having the quarterly group session on the 22nd. I dont know if I want to participate or not. The first time it was fun except for the passing out because 35C weather and leather corsets do not go together. The second time was awful because of too many dominas and not enough guests. The third time was pretty non-existant due to heavy fog and only one guest making it. This time there have been lots of inquires and we have fewer women. I might be okay or it might not. I hate to lose the money but Id rather not be miserable either. |
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| And another |
[Mar. 31st, 2009|08:24 pm] |
So Ive been chatting with a TV. She calls herself Nicole and I was mentioning the previous guy (without name) who wants to be blackmailed. Well apparently that is a fantasy of hers too. I can see that since all she would have to do is send me photos, work information, the name of his mother and I just threaten to tell them unless he pays me not to. She is also into what would amount to bi activities since she isnt really a woman. She was saying if it goes well for the first few months then we could step it up and he send photos of himself being used as a woman and I can increase the amount.
What I told him is that it would be fine with me to do it but I want a contract saying that it is a game and he is consenting to being blackmailed; his choice, because after all without the agreement it could be considered a crime. I want it to be clear that he is enjoying the thrill of someone possibly finding out. We will see. |
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| Nothing new |
[Mar. 31st, 2009|12:44 pm] |
Have just gotten stood up some more. Men are scared little boys who want to talk or think but do not want to do.
Was chatting with a guy looking for someone to blackmail him. He said he has done it in the past for a 3 month with small amounts. I could see something like a hundred a week and threaten to tell his boss or girlfriend about him wearing women's panties or whatever. Or heck just that he enjoys being blackmailed should be blackmail enough. We will see. I was talking to LD about just that subject on Sunday so it was interesting that I should hear from someone interested in that.
Will have to ask LD for advice on that one.
LD is trying to convience me to come to WoF where she now works. I dont think I would fit in there. I am not happy where I am any more for various reasons. Id consider SR or AL before WoF. Also going to WoF would mean burning my bridges with where I currently am. I dont want that.
I also had an offer from another domina...or I guess I should say from a bizarre lady who is wanting to open a studio in Sittensen and is looking for a partner. Sittensen isnt that far but without a car it might as well be in Frankfurt. I could see about guesting there a week a month or something. Could be fun. Have to see if she gets it off the ground. I wonder how it will do seeing it is in the country.
Im also going to start webcam sessions as soon as I get a business account set up. The room is ready. The webcam is set. I just, for tax reasons do not want any of the cam money going into my private account. Which reminds me I need to get my "bills" from LJ and give her €50 to renew my ad at www.dominazone.de |
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| "Typical", they say |
[Mar. 22nd, 2009|01:19 pm] |
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So no one who called last week confirmed or came. That was, as you can imagine extremely frustrating. My friend "W" thinks they call and then get scared. I think they just get off telling a woman what they want.
I was pretty certain on Thursday after the one guy didnt show that the one that called at 17:30 would. He wanted to be whipped without mercy, to bring his own whips, and alcohol solution for if the skin breaks. I told him no problem just to give me a quick call at 19:00 to confirm since he wanted to come by at 20:00. Nope. Not a peep.
Last night a guy named "R" called and asked if I would be willing to work with a guy in a wheelchair. Told him not a problem. But there is one. He can do a limited number of steps and our studio has a WHOLE lot. Maybe 5-6 at the beginning, a landing, the about 15 more. If there were more landings between he could possibly manage. That is just too much. So I am looking for a possible place to play. I emailed Madam Z to see if her studio was handicapped accessible. Haven't heard back yet, and I messaged R to say if I am unable to find a place we have to alternatives: 1. hotel visit or 2. His place but for both I want a copy of his Ausweis (ID).
Havent heard back yet. He is lucky I knew what he wanted because I was not expecting to be called on a Saturday evening, especially after I had one glass too many of wine. At first I thought he said either "Rohrstock" (cane), "Rostock" (city on the Baltic), but not "Rollstuhl"(wheelchair). Got that worked out.
Hope he calls and we can do this. He sounded nice. His SZ profile says he is 22. Could be interesting. |
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| Guests galore! |
[Mar. 18th, 2009|12:23 pm] |
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Funny how when I am not in the studio my cell rings off the hook. Guess it cant really do that because it is a cell and not a standard receiver type phone but anyway... :)
I got called right before I left to go to Egypt from a Belgian who wants role play. He hasnt called back. I hope he does. Ive some good ideas.
Then this morning first thing T called and wants anal, face slapping, whipping, nipple torture and spitting. He has an appointment for tomorrow at 5pm.
On the way home from the nail salon (look fab btw) F called and he wants to come in today. I told him when he decides to come to call me minimal 30min in advance so I can get there. We didnt discuss what he wanted. Figure when he calls back Ill take care of that.
Im fairly certain these last two are real as they didnt beat about the bush and keep me on the phone for an eternity. Belgian guy Im not so sure about. He reminded me of the Dutch guy (2m tall) who called a few months back. Didnt get his name so I cant compare. The Belgian if I remember began with "M". I do know his name but for discretion's sake I dont type them out. The Dutch guy I dont remember or wonder if he ever said.
So things are picking up and looking good. I think that ad on www.domina.ws is really working. |
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| Another call |
[Mar. 9th, 2009|12:02 pm] |
I was just called by a Belgian who will be here on business. He wants a role play in English. His English isn't very good but his German is worse. Should be interesting. I suggested things like Aunt/Nephew, Boss/employee either the nephew or employee getting caught looking at porn and I then humiliate him. Sounds simple. I think I can have S, the new girl come in and I can say, "Can you believe what your cousin was doing (or she can be my secretary)? You will never guess." Point and laugh at his erection. Then tell him how degrading it is for women to be objectified like that and make him into a woman. He likes big breasts, or so he said, and we have this lovely inflatable latex bra I can dress him in. And Lingerie. I plan on making him pose like the women in the porn he is looking at. I think that will fill an hour...and some spanking which he requested as well...no marks.
He is supposed to call on the 18th to make his appointment. I hope he does. Im looking forward to his.
BTW I have decided I am more sadistic than dominant but not that much more....51/49% I just have more fun with giving physical pain than mental.
This should be my last post until I get back from holiday on the 17th. |
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| Submitting ads |
[Mar. 4th, 2009|01:11 pm] |
Well to get more guests I am going to have to advertise. I have known this but just have procrastinated about doing it. I have my website, my page on the studio website, and a listing on http://www.galerie-de-sade.de. I just submitted an ad to http://www.domina.ws/ . Basically it is a photo, my name, location, website, and phone number. Simple and easy. I hope they put it up soon.
Im looking for other places to advertise as well. If anyone knows any sites let me know.
Oh and speaking of ads I think I have a learn-slave for saline injections. He should come 1st April. I hope it works out. |
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| S-U-C-C-E-S-S |
[Mar. 3rd, 2009|08:45 pm] |
Yay my guest showed up. Of course he didnt confirm by 16:00. He tried to after and I missed his calls...somehow. My handy never rang. So LM thought he was probably a fake...he called the studio...and she and I decided if he came she would call me. Well 1800 my phone rang. It was LM and he was there. So I told the people at my other job "family emergency" and left. I earned same in 30min of kicking and kneeing this guy in the balls as I would have doing 6 hours roughly...of my other job.
So it went well. Only real glitch was that as I was unknoting the rope i tied this thighs to the Andreas Cross with, I broke my thumbnail. To say I broke it however, is an understatement. I ripped it off. It went flying and landed with a pin on the metal tray. He said, "what was that." I, in my most nonchalant tone that I could muster while in severe pain said, "oh that was just my thumbnail." He looked horrified. Cant said I blamed him. I then said, "Dont worry it was fake."
I had to have LM come in to untie him and she helped me strap him down to the table for face sitting.
Anyway he only came for 30 which was fine. But he was VERY SATISFIED. He wants to come back. I might have a regular. Go me! |
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| March |
[Mar. 3rd, 2009|02:06 pm] |
So this month the BIG project started at my other job. I let LM know and it was okay with her that I don't come in 1-9, go on vacation 10-17, and then go continue my other job's BIG project. I told her the days Im at the other job, which is also quite flexible, that if I get an appointment I'd come in. Last night I got an appointment.
The guy called just as my shift started and therefore ate my break time, because as self employed any time we are not working is break, and said he wanted ball busting, flag, and standard cbt and it would be nice if I work lack or latex. Ive never kicked a guy in the balls before...on purpose...or when he wanted it but I know the principle technique: barefoot and hit with the top of the foot. I figure it will be incorporated into the cbt which Im planning on doing with clamps and candle wax with him tied to the spreading chair. This also will put his testicles at a good level to kick. I need to make sure he hasn't had any type of testicular surgery that might make it dangerous. Then maybe some trampling of his parts too.
Then if he can manage to stand Ill take him to the bock, tie him down again and beat him. Sounds simple enough.
It is 15:00 (3pm) and he has til 16:00 (4pm) to call to confirm. If he doesnt no big deal. If he does yay However his name is A. The same name as the guy who called a few weekends back and wanted flag and bondage etc and didnt confirm, then did and i gave him and extension then he missed that. I hope it isnt the same guy. His phone cut out the same way but if he has T-Mobile it might just be the service. (T-Mobile is evil) |
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| Stupid email |
[Feb. 18th, 2009|10:34 am] |
Sometimes I get emails from potential guests. Most are okay others, like today's, annoy me. First he called me "Lady" over and over. I told him "I am not a "lady" but a Mistress. I like it when people call me by my correct title since it shows they have looked at might site and their email isnt a spam on 10 other Dominas."
Then he talks about his ( Probably not work safe or under 18 allowed ) |
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| New Text |
[Feb. 12th, 2009|04:37 pm] |
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New text
LM has redesigned her page as to have a link to the Studio and her "Team"
My text there is:
Die schwarze Seele lebt hinter unschuldigen Augen bei dieser amerikanischen Dominatrix. Intensiv sinnlich und fordernd praktiziert sie mit Vorliebe Flogging, Bondage und TV-Erziehung.
Ihre Spezialität sind Rollenspiele in ihrer Muttersprache.
Or in other words:
A black soul lives behind innocent eyes of this American Dominatrix. Intensive, Sensual, and exacting she practices her favoites: Flogging, Bondage, and Feminisation.
Her specialty is roleplaying in her mother tongue.
She only wanted 3 or so line on this page. The main studio site has the longer text still. I do like this one though. I find it sums me up pretty well. |
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| Yay a guest! |
[Feb. 5th, 2009|10:47 am] |
I had a guest. He didnt call specifically for me and I think LM sort of forced me on him but he went away happy and that is what counts. Everyone else had guests yesterday...well LM did and he wanted a slave with her so A went in and then because S is learning she went in too but she didn't do much. Then LD came in because she had an appointment. I was getting very frustrated so when W showed up LM sort of said "Ive got Mistress K for you."
W is normally LJ's guest because she does KV. I do not do KV. Not now not ever. Ick! But she wasn't there yesterday and he didn't want KV. He came for 30 min intense flag. My fav! So he told me what he wanted. He said that (only in scenario mind you) raped women of all ages at the local swimming pool locker room and therefore I was to punish him. Marks were good and to last about 3-4 days. Fine. So I sent him to the shower and gathered up my tools and told S if she wants to join me she can. S I know has done a lot of watching but flag is something she can actually do.
We brought him out and I chained his feet to the "Bock" (gymnastic horse) and started with my hands and soft suede flogger. His hands went back and he tried to rub his sore butt. Nope, not standing for that. Smacked his hands and sent S out to get the handcuffs and a rope. Tied him down to the bock.
I worked up to paddles and my tawes. As I went I explained how each thing was used in the past for punishment. The tawes is quite powerful. It leaves lovely three pronged purple marks. So I dont need to say it hurts like a bitch. W was strong and tired to pull the bock around the room. He succeeded. Thing needs to be bolted to the floor.
Then moved on to my dog quirt...my first time using it. That was fun. Then LM came in for the last 5 min and we used the Sjambok and she used a Japanese tool similar to that. Once we were done W was thrilled. Of course he tried to talk me into agreeing to do KV at some point and mentioned eating it. I threw up a little in my mouth at that point. But I think we settled on me flogging him and when I was done he'd continue with either LJ or LD and they would do the KV part.
I spoke to LD on Yahoo messenger when I got home. She left while I was in session and said that one could hear W howling in pain throughout the industrial area where the studio is located. Really I wasnt beating him THAT hard. He was just tender.
Also S asked me about some of the things I said in particular about the tawes being used on Scottish school children until the 70s. She said, "You were just making that up for effect right?" I asked her what she thought i was making up. She said the part about the tawes. I told her everything I said about each of the instruments used (paddle, canes, tawes, sjambok) was accurate and that it was good for her to learn the history behind them so she knows they aren't just for fun but they are meant to hurt.
Now about KV I was under the impression, perhaps naively so, that the people who like it are into watching, touching it, and smelling it. I hadn't heard of any who wanted to eat it. W is an eater. How can anyone do that? I guess it takes all kinds but that is just gross. The diseases one could get. But the taboo of it all thrills them. Brings back visions of watching the movie LD loaned me "120 Days of Sodom". I need to get that back to her. Quite...disturbing especially the KV scenes.
If I wasnt feeling so bad today (that time of the month) Id go in. Im dying and cant see sitting around doing nothing for 6 hour. Oh and the sad part is I made as much last night as doing 5 hours work for my other PT gig and last night was FUN! |
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| website and cam |
[Feb. 3rd, 2009|10:02 pm] |
My website is ready. Ive redone it abit and am happier with it but not completely.
I did check my stats and have gotten a lot of hits from some very interesting places. This month I had two from Iran and 35 from Egypt. Then last month 18 from Syria. I seem to be quite popular with the moslems.
Im also going to start doing webcam sessions. LD makes 53cents a minute which if I can do for an hour is 31 euros and you get paid per people watching. So even if I get people popping in a dropping out it isnt too bad. I can do it while in the studio or at home. I dont think the lighting is good enough in the studio for it but Im going to work on making the computer room usable. just do my make up, stick on a corset and off I go. Maybe hold a whip or paddle and chat. Sounds simple. Not ideal but it could be worse. Like sitting in the studio bored and not earning anything. Can do it on vacation too probably. Just log in and off I go. Call it a special edition on the beach cam or something. |
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| Taking it again |
[Feb. 1st, 2009|07:58 pm] |
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So right after my last post this guy calls again and apologizes for not calling at 11 but he was out of the city. Okay...maybe his cell/mobile coverage sucks. I know M has lots of probelms with T-Mobile. The guy says he still wants a session, same deal as what he said yesterday. I repeated the fees to him and he said on top of flag he wants to wear rubber, wants faceslapping, spitting, and NS. I told him no problem but he should know the rubber has a €20 surcharge unless he is bringing his own. No. No. He wants to use ours. I inform him at this point he is looking at between €400-420 euros. No balking. A signal flag has gone up. Most real guests will dispute some of the charges. M says he finds it expensive but I told him we are one of the least expensive studios around. The guy was also asking what I liked to do. What practices do I enjoy. Ah ha! The signal flag has become a flare. That is a clue that they want to masturbate to what you tell them. I told him flag is my favorite but if he goes to my website he can see what practices I do and all listed there are ones I enjoy. I told him we can discuss them more when he comes in.
I hung up to see that the studio tried calling. I called back. He tried calling them and appologizing too and in doing so set of LM's jerk alarm. We decided Ill go about my regularly scheduled day off and should he show at 5pm he would just have to wait for me to get there. Needless to say she didnt call and he didnt show. Since M and I were done with our errands (looking at possible new cars aka drooling over the Audi Q5) we were near the studio about 10 before 5pm. No one there guest wise. We waited outside 10 minutes. No one came. I know that he wasnt there and someone else got him. The guy was an asshole.
Funny for not having sex with customers I seem to be taking it up the ass a lot. :(
Sorry Im feeling really bitchy and cynical. |
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